I am in Cranky and Sad Old Broad mode. The Kay is losing her mind. Right now my head feels as if its going to explode. I can't call it a headache -- it's just some weirdness that's been bothering me a lot. I am not happy with my world and I am tired. I am tired of struggling to survive. I am tired of caring about people who don't care about me. I am tired of being alone. I am tired of not feeling well. And right now it seems that there isn't a damned thing I can do about any of it. Bear with me and trust that I will be all right. I just have to wade through the crap and get on solid ground.
One of the best resources I have when life gets more lifelike than I want it to be is a visit to my friend Jim Smith's site. Jim calls himself The Executive Happiness Coach. His website explains what that entails I discovered him when my friend Marcia, a graduate of one of his programs, shared his newsletter with me. I liked it so well that I subscribed to it and look forward to it's arrival every few weeks. Sometimes, like today, I wonder if it really helps but know that it does.
I got to know him because in one of his newsletters he wrote about a problem his wife was having and I emailed him with my experience with some things in my life and how I got through them that might help. He wrote back to me and a friendship was born. He's invited me to participate in a new program he's developing and I'm really looking forward to it and am honored that he did so. Check out him out -- I think you'll find what he has to say interesting and maybe even helpful. I framed his 13 Principles of Happiness and have them hanging in my work area. Some days they work better than others but such is the case with most things in my life.